Before treatment - Almost 2 years ago.

I was living dead. I couldn't get out of pain no matter what. I didn't know how.

I could breathe and felt better watching reference videos of KIP I came across on YouTube. 

However, it was temporary and I kept deteriorating in both the body and mind. 

I looked for information on treatment but I wasn't sure. I went through a really difficult time and finally I decided to try treatment at KIP. 

During treatment - I made efforts really hard feeling that I was changing little by little. 

It was difficult to fight against my sickness, but I am proud of myself and keep making efforts just for myself. 

To those who are thinking about treatment - It is not something you can start following others' advice. 

I myself have realized that treatment is impossible without my own will power. 

I hope you will not waste your precious time suffering and hesitating if you want to live your life happily. You bet I know how it feels to be in pain. 

Lawsuit - I was dying to file a lawsuit at first. 

I also thought about it during the treatment process, but now I know that it will affect me only adversely. 

I don't have the desire for a lawsuit now. 

Coping - I didn't even know what coping was. 

I learned that it includes attacking others and blaming myself. 

My psychology is being stabilized in spite of myself in the process of treatment. 

My children and I are going back to what we were like in the past.

I hope KIP will keep up with working on the recovery of psychology for so many people in the world who are suffering.