It has been 2 years since I started the treatment program.

I have been a little loose on doing therapeutic tasks and focusing more on other things I have neglected, 

which brought back wounds little by little. Have I become too comfortable?

I say to myself that I should focus more on therapeutic tasks since habits are not formed inside me yet. 

I guess it is not easy to build habits, which is why 3 years are given for full recovery.  

Normality is coming back in my life. There was a time when I literally could not do anything because I felt hurt so much. 

There was a time when a day felt like a week and a week like a month. I still thought that I could endure and solve the problem on my own. 

Pain got worse and I couldn't stand any more. It was too painful. 

I started the treatment program after realizing that my children are looking at me and thinking that staying in such pain is simply stupid. I did the right thing. 

I stay home a lot due to the Covid-19 situation. I often feel stuffy but I readily resume therapeutic tasks. 

I smile at myself looking in the mirror. I put up a mirror on the fridge door not to forget about smiling at myself. It was a good idea.

I am grateful to my children for being my children. Their existence is a huge support for me. 

I promise I will obtain full recovery and share happiness with them.